It was only a moment, that’s all we had.
I have a hard time understanding how something that real wasn’t meant to last.
It came crashing down, I got whiplash
I can never pinpoint the cause, but that life just happens or I was jaded by wishful thinking.
I saw the future and thought we had more moments,
more time, cause I was gonna make you love me,
you was gonna love me, you was gonna love me.
Difference a side we never said what was happening deep inside, things get too deep and we drowned, we were always comfortable at the shore, playing it safe, we didn’t think about how far things could go and the waves came crashing and sucking us in.
We panicked and I frantically searched for you cause I felt you drifting away, and you choose yourself and decided you didn’t need or want me anymore
too deep in.
It was a moment, that’s all we had.
It came crashing down and left my heart in a vegetated state.
I shared so much sacred with you, I gave you everything cause I saw the future whenever you were around, and small moments changed the course of fate.
You didn’t want me anymore.
So much pain and I wanted to hate you, I wanted to take back everything and leave you with nothing like you did me.
But it was a moment, and I learned to live with it, and I’m ok with this goodbye.
I bury you deep inside my mind, and I sometimes dig up the grave to reminisce about the moments when we laughed, when we acted like kids, when we were intimate.
I’ll cherish the moment we had, something that real couldn’t survive or maybe it wasn’t supposed to last, because it was my lesson on saying goodbye.